lonely

sometimes you know,

when u broke up or something,

u still unexpectedly kept thinking of your ex.

i'm sitting right here.

still thinking of her.

every morning, the moment i open my eyes, hoping that she will be just right there, sleeping beside you, sleeping, like no other than a baby.

and every night, the moment you wanted to shut your eyes, you hope the last thing u see before you close your eyes, is the face, the sleeping face of her.

and sometimes, when you're sitting on the sofa, watching a tv show, a favorite one of course, you just hope that, well, maybe she's beside you, watching the show attentively with you.

you know when i look out my window during the night, gazing at the stars above, and no matter how beautiful the stars are, i will never forget that i have seen the most beautiful stars that i love so much, those stars are no other than the eyes of her looking straight at me, no matter if she's smiling or angry or throwing a tantrum, those starry eyes will always shine so beautifully to me.

someday, when there's only 100 people in this world that love her, i will be among them,

and when there's only 10 people in this world that love her, i will also be among them,

but when there isn't anyone in this world that loves her, it means i'm no longer in this world.

okay i know everything above is quite corny, but, don't mind me yea. =D

today, i might no longer mean anything to her,

but for me, she means everything to me.