supper

hmm....

i noticed, supper really gives a whole lot of fats.

and it also takes away a lot if u skip even just a few meals.

marvelous.

i'll try to skip it all until, as long as possible.

and by the way, i accidentally slept at 8pm which makes me woke up at 4:53am now...

ter-ffk fai who i kinda ask to go see him.

Food

i seriously don't know why, but no matter how hungry i am, i just don't have the appetite.

no it's not because i'm depressed.

so don't think cause i'm sad i won't eat.

so eventually, all i ate yesterday was a dinner plate which i could not finish(unexpected) and cheesy wedges at 12 like that in times square then i did not really eat anything else.

if my sister did not buy me food just now i would have not eaten anything at all either.

but not everything is bad.

coz i can get to diet.

before sem3 starts.

sem3 might be a truly new start for me i guess. =D

gotta really stick with my group members now.

i'm so happy.

7:08am

it's 7:08 am. according to the clock in my laptop.

i woke up.

feeling so sad i feel like crying it all out.

sadness woke me up i guess.

i don't have anything to add besides that i guess.

/edited/

i just noticed that i wore my short pants the other way round.

guess i was thinking too much before i went to bed earlier till i did not notice most of the things i was doing.

maybe i shitted somewhere earlier and forget to clean it up.

hmm.

friends?

well yesterday and today, i did something that hurt someone so much that a simple sorry might not heal the wound i'd did.

and at the same time, i hurt a close friend of mine once more.

she is right.

she told me something that really is true which i do not notice until now.

i always do something that does not care about the feelings of others.

today marks the 4th month we're together.

but this it may come to an end.

when all was broken into pieces, an unexpected friend appeared to accompany me through my bad time.

he was once another person i did something terrible on.

but all he told me was, best friends have not need to say sorry.

he can still laugh with me and talk to me bout his current life.

his name, is Laon Miao Sim.

for this, i truly am thankful of him.

stopping

i officially announce that i'm goin to stop smoking. so anyone of you who reads who sees me smokes, please stop me.

idiot post

i'm wondering what is wrong with my blogspot. 

the post below has something wrong with it.

so i apologize.

yeehar

here. take a good look at this packet of tobacco and nicotine wrapped into a cylinder of paper.

it maybe my last or probably may not be my last packet.

depends.

don't ask me depends on what.

just depends.

and by the way, i got a snakebite piercing just now.

why? 

i don't know why either but all i know is that i was sad and down to the ground when i do it.

and lastly i would dedicate this song for everyone i know.

especially the girl i love so much.

here. take a good look at this packet of tobacco and nicotine wrapped into a cylinder of paper.
it maybe my last or probably may not be my last packet.
depends.
don't ask me depends on what.
just depends.


and by the way, i got a snakebite piercing just now.
why? 
i don't know why either but all i know is that i was sad and down to the ground when i do it.


and lastly i would dedicate this song for everyone i know.
especially the girl i love so much.





(Our Love) Don't Throw It All Away  by Andy Gibb
Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why  But lately you don't talk to me and Darling I can't see me in your eyes 
I hold you near but you're so far away  And it's losing you I can't believe  To watch you leave and let this feeling die 
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive  And tomorrow if I'm here without your love  You know I can't survive  Only my love can raise you high above it all
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love 
We can take the darkness and make if full of light  But let your love flow back to me  How can you leave and let this feeling die 
This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone  And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on  No other women's love could be as true , I'm begging you 
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love 
We changed the world we made it ours to hold  But dreams are made for those who really try  This losing you is real  But I still feel you here inside 
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love  

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love , our love  Don't throw it all away , our love